I am officially still alive. Good news - I have a job in August, in anaesthetics, praise the Lord! He has gone all out and answered my prayers, despite my sulkiness over the past few months. Thanks to all who have been praying for me (I know there are some at church who have been praying for a long time, bless you). This new job means a new and hopefully more sensible rota, so I'm hoping to get back into contributing a bit more at church, maybe leading some worship again. I think first, I need some down-time however, just to get back on track with God.